I'm going to be honest with you. For the longest time, this blog felt like a chore. It was one more thing that I had to do in my already overwhelmed week. That was especially true when I was putting up different songs, videos, clips, etc, so I took a break. I went out, enjoyed myself, went to Vegas on business a couple of times.
When I came back, I only had thoughts of writing only a few times but I kept up with other people's blogs, mainly thanks to Google Reader. There were 2 blogs that I especially love that I've probably spoken of more than a few times. The first (and I must say, my absolute favorite) is Secret Diary of an Online Stripper by Cande. When we last left Cande, she had managed to finally bed the guy she was having a long distance online relationship with & also had managed to somehow avoid temptation from another man; all while watching her relationship with her boyfriend take more twists & turns than a Formula One race track. Then, she went on a summer vacation (lucky Europeans with their long vacations). I found that I missed her blog....a lot. This is one very sexy lady who does not hold back; at least, not online. I found myself asking "what if she doesn't come back?" I was very happy when she came back to blogging once the vacation was over a couple months later. She doesn't write as much as she used to but even if it's once a week, I'll take it. I need her blog in my life.
My other favorite blog doesn't have such a happy ending. It's Orgasms of Johanna by Johanna. She's decided to end her blog. While I see the need for her to have it come to a conclusion, I'm sad to see it go. Blogs sometimes are like friends going through online soap operas. You always want to know what happens next & isn't that the definition of a good blog? The fact that there are real people behind them with real emotions makes in get under your skin.
Anyway, Cande, who also followed Johanna, wrote about it on her blog post & wrote something profound about the blogs being friends, which I took to heart. I miss writing my sex stories for this blog. I don't brag about my sex life in real life. In fact, I like to keep that part of me as quiet as possible. It's to the point that certain people in my life are beginning to ownder if I'm gay because I haven't had a steady girlfriend in a while (actually, my mother's wondering but I'm thinking that she wouldn't want to meet most of the women I sleep with). I guess, if I'm going to analyze myself here, that this blog just feeds my ego & I need a place to put this all down. I'm at the point where I honestly don't care who reads it or if it even gets read or commented on, to be honest. I'm just going to be selfish about it & write it just for myself. No more porn clips or movie or music choices; just my stories. OK, maybe an occasional clip or two. So thanks Cande (yes, I know your real name but you know I'd never use it here) for unintentionally reminding me why I started writing this blog almost 2 years ago & thanks for the memories Johanna. You will be greatly missed & I wish you much luck on your journeys.
When I came back, I only had thoughts of writing only a few times but I kept up with other people's blogs, mainly thanks to Google Reader. There were 2 blogs that I especially love that I've probably spoken of more than a few times. The first (and I must say, my absolute favorite) is Secret Diary of an Online Stripper by Cande. When we last left Cande, she had managed to finally bed the guy she was having a long distance online relationship with & also had managed to somehow avoid temptation from another man; all while watching her relationship with her boyfriend take more twists & turns than a Formula One race track. Then, she went on a summer vacation (lucky Europeans with their long vacations). I found that I missed her blog....a lot. This is one very sexy lady who does not hold back; at least, not online. I found myself asking "what if she doesn't come back?" I was very happy when she came back to blogging once the vacation was over a couple months later. She doesn't write as much as she used to but even if it's once a week, I'll take it. I need her blog in my life.
My other favorite blog doesn't have such a happy ending. It's Orgasms of Johanna by Johanna. She's decided to end her blog. While I see the need for her to have it come to a conclusion, I'm sad to see it go. Blogs sometimes are like friends going through online soap operas. You always want to know what happens next & isn't that the definition of a good blog? The fact that there are real people behind them with real emotions makes in get under your skin.
Anyway, Cande, who also followed Johanna, wrote about it on her blog post & wrote something profound about the blogs being friends, which I took to heart. I miss writing my sex stories for this blog. I don't brag about my sex life in real life. In fact, I like to keep that part of me as quiet as possible. It's to the point that certain people in my life are beginning to ownder if I'm gay because I haven't had a steady girlfriend in a while (actually, my mother's wondering but I'm thinking that she wouldn't want to meet most of the women I sleep with). I guess, if I'm going to analyze myself here, that this blog just feeds my ego & I need a place to put this all down. I'm at the point where I honestly don't care who reads it or if it even gets read or commented on, to be honest. I'm just going to be selfish about it & write it just for myself. No more porn clips or movie or music choices; just my stories. OK, maybe an occasional clip or two. So thanks Cande (yes, I know your real name but you know I'd never use it here) for unintentionally reminding me why I started writing this blog almost 2 years ago & thanks for the memories Johanna. You will be greatly missed & I wish you much luck on your journeys.
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